This is OUT OF CONTROL....

I know.... it has been waaaaaaaaaaay to long. I know I know I know. Once the off season hits time just flies and I forget to update the blog world on my status. The holidays have come and gone...as well as my waist line. I apparently ate a small child during Thanksgiving and Christmas. Ya know.....sometimes ya just gotta enjoy the dimples in you butt. I know it's only gonna go down hill from here, so who really cares. Haha!! Just kidding.

I miss ALL of my LA and SLC biotches soooooo much!!!! I got to see the Wilhite's and Moseley's (teammates) this off season. Ryan and I took a road trip to Mayfield, KY and Texarkana, AR over the break to see the homey's. I actually like taking road trips with Ryan...weird I know. We just talk and eat and sing....well I sing and he laughs....actually I'm one eating and talking too. I'm actually not sure what he does. Come to think of it....I haven't even seen him since I got back home. I think I might have left him in Texarkana. Ooooops!!! I'm MESSING with you guys!!!!! He is working on the "honey do" list.

Teaching is going.....well it's going. I'm NOT looking forward to Ryan leaving. This is probably going to be my last year to teach. (I say that every year.) I really think I mean it this time. I guess you will just have to stay tuned to see what happens.

Well I plan on posting some pics, but I don't really have time today....BIG DAY, so I'll try to do that tonight. Ryan and I are CLEANING EVERYTHING in the house. Closets, kitchen, bedrooms, EVERYTHING. Sucks now, but once it is done I will be soooooo glad I did it. It's actually kinda fun because we find stuff that we forgot we had....but then it takes longer, because we (I) have to go down memory lane or try stuff on that is from 1984 (I was 2).

Well....it's been real. Catch ya on the flip side.

Summer Lovin

Let's take a walk down memory lane...shall we???

Happy Birthday ray-jay. Love your face!!!

Ryan sign autographs on the "day off". Some day off. Ughhhh. Sweet hawk.

My BF in SLC. She let me borrow her bow.

Just PRECIOUS!!!

Big PIMPIN.

My homeboy Trevor.

Ohhhhh...the life of a bat boy. Don't hate him cuz you ain't him.

The BEST couple EVER!!!!! I'm just sayin.

LOVE HER!!!!! Miss you boo!!!!

Sweet. You love me Lindsay!!!

My family.

Miss my Lindsay!!!!!!!

He loves the drama.

Never lettin her go!!!!!!

I'm sure the people down in the tunnel LOVED takin pictures for us EVERYDAY!!!

When trying to hide "problem areas"...just hide behind the reason you have them...CARBS.

Pretty lake hair and sun burn. I'm amazing....I know.

Water front hotel.

The FUN crew. Everyone else that didn't stay sucks. Just kidding....KINDA. Hehe.

Fun times with my homeys.

Maxim's hottest couples of 2009. Yeah....we know.

Lovin the lake. Never wanted to weekend to end.

Autographs....again.

Soooooo precious.

Love me some Wilhite. Soon to be a married man!! Woooohooooo!!!!

I'll share Ryan with Candice. Love her!!!!

Hot mamas!!!!

More of the glam squad.

Loving SLC.

Hey there....

Hello hello!!!!! Time for some updating.

Life back home is busy busy busy, but boring boring boring. Life is just so different without Ryan in it everyday. We talk multiple times a day. He calls when he gets up, when he goes to the field, after batting practice, and after the game. So I don't have to go very long without hearing his voice. He is a huge part of my heart and soul and when he isn't around, part of me is missing. The house is just so empty. Most of my friends are in relationships, so I get to hang out with couples a lot and it makes me miss Ryan even more. I'm just having a whining session....sorry....I'll move on.

We had our first football game Friday night. My pom girls did great. They are young and inexperienced, but have lots of potential. It's really fun to see all of them so excited about everything. We lost, but hopefully the boys don't get too discouraged. They are going to have a great season, they just have to stay positive.

Now to the fun stuff. I went to the first OSU football game on Saturday. Soooooo much fun!!! Go Cowboys. We won...of course. OU lost....which made my day even better. Haha. Sorry Sooner fans....actually I'm not sorry. I have had waaaay too many bad experiences with OU fans to count. Even most of my friends that are OU fans are rude and obnoxious during games. It's like they forget friend etiquette and try to drive everyone around them CRAZY!!! I don't really have alot of game day attire anymore...besides old pom uniforms...and lets be honest...no one wants to see this mid drift anymore...trust me. So I obviously HAD to buy a shirt. I also bought THE coolest water bottle ever. It is collapsible. Sweetness!!! And I bought an OSU koozie. I was all set for the game and tailgating. I never got to tailgate in college because I was always pomming, so I love the tailgating experience. Drinking, eating, and hanging out with friends....couldn't ask for anything more. Especially the drinking part. Haha....no really. I've been deprived of the game day experience for too long, so I am taking FULL advantage. And thank GOD I have a long weekend. I really want to start going to more games. I'll just have to convince Ryan of that.

I have begun a new workout plan. It consists of not working out at all. It is really working out nicely for me. I love how sleepy I am all the time and lazy lazy lazy. Good times. Everyone should try it. Yeah right. I have GOT to get back on a workout schedule. I am a worthless piece of crap lately and need to figure it out. I love working out, I have just been so busy lately that I just have had to make some sacrifices. Well...no more. I am getting back in the gym...after the long weekend of course. Haha.

Well, I guess that's all I got for now. Update you soooooon.

Waaaay toooooo looooong!!!!!!!!!!!!

First off, I would like to apologize to all my dedicated readers...all three of you. Haha. JK. I know it has been entirely toooooo long since my last post. Allow me to catch you up on what's been going on in my life.

I got home at the end of July....only to find that one of my babies (kitties) died. I'm sure you read. Most depressing day EVER. I then adopted two more babies from the humane society. Tigger is doing GREAT. He is the sweetest. He will just lay with you and watch tv and sleep. Very independent and sweet. Now Martini....she is driving me F-ing crazy. This child will not shut the F up. She constantly whines. Ughhhhhh. I love her dearly, but Ryan threatened to "take her back where she came from." (I would NEVER let that happen, by the way.) RUDE!!! She is just a baby and needs attention at all times. But she will get better with age...I hope.

Ryan got to come to OKC to play the Redhawks for 5 whole days!!!! One day was an off day...what are the chances...I KNOW!!!! He was here for his birthday too, so I had a big ol party for him and all his friends. It was really fun. Lots of Beverage Pong and Flip Cup. If you don't know what those games are, then stop reading my blog because you don't deserve to. Seriously...stop reading...now. Anywho....it was sooooooooooooooo good to see him. I miss him lots. It's oh so close to the off season though, so I can't complain. I do intend on breaking his legs....Misery style of course....right around February 1st or so. That will take care of him leaving for spring training. It may put a damper on our relationship though....ehhhhh....it will be worth it. He'll get over it and thank me later.

School is back in session. Actually the first day was the day the boys got into town. Bad timing...I know. But it wasn't too bad. Their first assignment was to watch my video and learn the routine and perform it the 2nd day in front of the class. Just kidding. That would be fun though. I remember that thought. I am still coaching the pom squad at the high school. Someone shoot me please and thank you. I love the girls, but it really is a thankless job. I put soooooooooooooo much time and effort into coaching. It really is overwhelming at times. We had initiation last Friday. It starts at 2AM when we (the returners and myself and a couple parents) go kidnap the new girls and yada yada yada. We got done at 8AM. Fun times!!!! Ten I had PSAT training from 10 - 2. Awesome!!!! Needless to say, the first few weeks of school are always busy and stressful, but it will get better...it always does. I'm just trying to get my girls ready for football and my students in a routine and trying to get enough rest at the same time. I'm having to lay the smack down pretty thick, but once you get em trained it's smooth sailing. I had a REALLY interesting experience with the football team. Really....don't be thinking inappropriate stuff ya perves. I was leaving school one day pretty late. I had to make a test and grade quizzes...blah blah blah....you know....teacher stuff. So I'm walking out of the building and of course there are about 20 football players outside. I always DREAD walking by those boys...anyways....I hear a couple of hoots and shout outs..."Hey Mrs. Buuuuuuuudde, Can I help you carry that peice of paper?, I'll wanna take Geometry, Heeeeeeeeeeey!" You know...17 year old buy stuff. I can handle the innocent stuff as long as they are being polite and not taking it too far. Then one of them whistled and said..."Damn". I turned around and told them to watch their mouths and to act like young men. THEN...as I walked off....I heard..."I'll break that s*** off." Oh hell to the nizzo. I whipped around and unleashed the wrath of GOD. Then I went and got their coach. Sooooooooo ticked!!!!! I just can't believe the things that kids will say. RUDE!!!!!

Besides school, pom, inappropriate high school buys, and the count down for Ryan to be home, life is pretty boring back in OK. I'm soooooooooooo glad to be home sleeping in my own bed...I just with Ryan were here with me. I will definitely try and keep yall updated more often than once every month for sure. I just didn't really know where to begin since it had been so long.

Well...I'll talk to your pretty faces soon!!!!!

I miss you Smokey.

Before you read any further, you should know that this isn't my usual fun and entertaining post.


I came home from SLC yesterday. It was bad enough leaving Ryan, but I just knew it would be okay because I got to see my kitties when I got home. It was THE worst home coming ever. On the way home from the airport my mom told me that one of my kitty's (Smokey) was killed on Friday. He was hit by a car. If you don't know much about me, then you probably won't understand what I'm going through. My kitties are my babies. They are literally my children. Ryan and I got Missy and Smokey a couple weeks after we got married. We looked in the paper and found a couple of ads and went baby hunting. We found Missy and Smokey in Edmond. They were "brothers"...so we thought. They were originally Wookie and Smokey.... but....Wookie ended up being Missy. Ryan said he knew she was a SHE because she was smaller and bitchier and whinnier. Haha. We always joked and said that they traded down, because we got them from a gated community filled with million dollar homes, and they moved into the hood of M-Dub...into our three bedroom mansion. They were best friends. They played, fought, slept, and ate together. I just don't know how to move on from this. I am absolutely heart broken. I can't help but think that this is my fault. I NEVER should have left them for the summer. My parents came over every day and fed and played with them, but I just can't stop blaming myself. Ryan keeps telling me that it's not my fault and that these things just happen, but it's just not really helping. I know that animals die every day, but he was my baby. He was only 3 years old and was the most loving animal I have ever had. Missy isn't doing very good. She has been puking up all her food and she has diarrhea. I can tell she misses him and is depressed. She just clings to me. It is truly heart breaking.


RIP Smokey. I miss you so much.


Best Friends.

Missy without her Smokey. She is trying to get used to the new additions to our family.

This is Tigger. He is 4 years old and is a very sweet boy.

This is Martini. She is 10 months old and is fun and energetic like her mommy.

I rescued 2 kitties from the humane society today. I didn't want to feel like I was replacing Smokey, but it really doesn't feel like that at all. I still miss him terribly, but I feel really great that I saved 2 other lives.

So....I'm on a mission. I want every one that is thinking about getting a dog or cat to go to your local humane society and save an animal. You have NO idea how many animals need homes. One of the workers said that they had 500 animals today and they usually have around 700, so today was a slow day. Isn't that crazy??? I know we all want the $1000 doggies that piss gold or something, but these animals are just as sweet and NEED your help. So PLEASE spread the word and lets save some sweet animals.

I hope to have some more uplifting posts soon, but I am just trying to cope with my loss right now. I hope you all think about all the animals that could use a good home.

I'll remember you always Smokey.

That's not my name.

Hello world. I just thought I would update you on what's been going on since my last post. I have joined a rock group. We are just performing at small venues right now, but hopefully soon we will join a tour opening for a famous artist. I was thinking that starting small with Justin Timberlake or maybe even Britney, but I don't want to intimidate her with our skills. Actually maybe she should open for us. I'm just saying. Here is the cover for our new CD. We are called The Sting Stings. We are taking the world by storm....one....city....at....a....time. I have also attached a photo of our production team. We couldn't do it without them.

I would like to give you all a gift. Here is the world premiere of our first video. Consider yourselves very special. I'll try to remember the little people once we have blown up...and we will....so so so very soon. See ya later bottom feeders. We aren't cocky or anything....but we PISS excellence.

Peace....we're out!!!!!

To work, or not to work??? That is the question.

I took Ryan to the airport this morning. The team is on the road for four days. Boooooooo Hooooooooo. I'm sad. When he gets back I only have 5 days left with him before I head back home. I have been seriously debating whether I should quit my job or not. I am young and have my entire life to work. I know that this "baseball life" won't last forever and I just feel like I'm missing out on so much with Ryan. I LOVE working and once I am home I am usually okay, but leaving is really hard. I see that all the other girls get to stay and it makes it even harder. But I also don't have to work when I'm here and most of the other girls go to work everyday, or most days. So who knows what I will decide. I know I don't want to put my school in a bind and I think quitting how would be hard on everyone. I'm thinking one more year and then I'm done.

Well that was waaaaaay too serious. So on a lighter note...I'm thinking about hitting up the gym in a few. Good times.....yeah. I think me and a couple of the girls might go see a movie tonight. I REALLY want to see The Hangover or The Proposal. I can't wait. Exciting....I know!!! Well I'll update ya later.

Peace fools.